Sat 26/Mar/2005

   Wed 30/Mar/2005

   My personal thoughts..

   My life experiences and regrets.. Regrets, I had a few...Giving up my ex gf Angela just over minor things...ignoring my ex-gf janice just because I am emotionally down at that time...casing our breaking off...I was told that she had been disrespectful to my parents..but I did not investigate..I trust my own parents...till now, it's still a mystery.... After so many years, when I finally decides to settledown for a companion, I was somehow forced into marriage unwillingly...I was not given ample time to really know my future wife well...not matchmake, I knew her..I tried to know her..her parents rejected and forced her into discontinuing her studies..the only way to save her is to marry her.. First 2 years gos well...3rd year, she showed true color by ignoring me, her husband and openly flirted with a guy who is believed to be filthy rich...coming home nightly after 2am...openly sweet talk on the mobile for hours... I tried to salvage the situation...managed to proofed to her that she was cheated as the guy was a conman. It came true. She came back to me after I exposed him...But since then, I kind of lost my faith and love a great deal... I planned for our first son, hoping he can re-tinkle back my love...it works for a while...but whenever I tried to ask for couple time together, she would kick a fuss....that destroys the fire.... I even starts to wonder if I should go on...to search for a girl who will really love me...I asked myself...If a richer guy come along, where will I be then?
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