bonkers...

stress leads to paranoia leads to depression leads to i juz feel like sleeping and not waking up....

Another wedding song...

How could i be backdated, only after watching him on the local channel i found out he have a new single that was out ever since March...Aniway this song is PERFECT.....its like OUR song...you know the song for couple...their song...i could just close my eyes and sway...heheh

Just so you know...

Jesse McCartney - Just So you Know

Lantas ku pendam,ku utuskan biarlah Rahsia...

This song keeps playing in my head, and i somehow cant make it dissapear.
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"Andai kau jujur memahami,tiada ku jauhi"

It frustrates me when i somehow can predict my friends fate as in more to relationship.
Whereas im left clueless and tired.
Tired of knowing .Tired of waiting.Tired of being paranoid.

transparent

TRANSPARENT is the word...
and TRANSPARENT is what i feel i am...
ive heard of a quote,
"love ur self first before you love someone"...
which i guess somehow not that i realise how
theres a barrier within me to fall in love again...
somehow the answer just pop out,ive been questioning myself.,
y do i feel that i want to be love n yet theers a lot of other question that hinders me...
i guess i just have to lear more about me ..
xcept who i am ...
love who i am...
so dat i can love someone else...
which i hope is true...

Have you ever ...

Im gona make this blog mainly for those words, that have touched me, that is either meaningful or which i may need for future use...

Found it while i was blog hoppin..

"You're not perfect sport, and let me save you the suspense, this girl you've met she's not perfect either. But the question is whether or not you're perfect for each other." -Good Will Hunting

This somehow is kinda my fav:

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."

ive always wanted to pen down those words that ive find in songs and movies . so i guess this will be the start of it.i hope.

:D

its been a while,
dat i kept smilin ear to ear infront of the comp,
u can say im crazy,
but im not,
actually i dono when was thelast time some1 make me smile,

nothin is goin 2 hapen,
its just that suddenly the past came back,
its just difrent,
much more subtle,
the sense of respect is there,
whereas for me for,
im more on the,
u can call it a gal with less manners.

i guess ive lost the touch,
but i somehow hate this feelin when it comes back,

well lets just c,
where the road goes...