Jason : Tired.

Stepphiee! : Hey the tagboard shit is not working I really miss you and need you too eh. Cant imagine you gone. =(. Hmmm when you free? We go watch movie sing song shopping take picture! Okokok? =)


I ve moved. To www.unorthodox-means.blogspot.com

Hello, I've come to notice coming into the new year, I've totally ignored and neglected my blog. So here I am, coming to post.

Kay, school's been okay cept a little boring. And this is probably gonna be one of the more hectic years in schooling, ve got alot of catching up to do.

Haven't been sleeping well of late. So I ll probably post a longer one come end of the week. Heh Tata

A year has passed, school's starting, a friend is gone.

I see this picture. And I wonder what happened to my hair. I left my hair in the hands of someone that day. WHO WAS IT, AH?

圣诞到来了，新年即将来临。一年又过了。短短的一年，让我见识到许多事情；认识到新朋友，受过伤，哭过，乐过，怒过。有很多事情不是语言和文笔能够记录下来的。也不知要说么了，最近有好多事情都把我弄得非常乱。

Christmas, now what do I say about it? Hmmmm, that the new year is coming. Nothing else I guess. Very confusing time of the year it is, I dont know whether to anticipate the oncoming year, or dread it. Don't know of which friends to let go, and which to embrace. Who hides? And who shows? A complete rupture of the brain.

You


Now he's danced the lyrics, you couldn't see
How did you not see
Or have you seen nothing but yourself
Now don't hurrily deny
For a busker was all you took it

Live for yourself
Do it, yea, Live for yourself
Ain't no mockery nor sarcasm
But you
So yea, Live for yourself

Times you've opened iron gates to others
When you needed
Also speedy enough to close them up
Once they proved nothing
That's you

Fool you saw, and used
Now hide away and fall
He's been taken for a ride and guilt does no bother to you
So just ride away
And find new allies

Live for yourself
Live for yourself, yea, do it
Maybe you could, in your free time
Take in some DamienRice or Geiger
Gonna do you some good

So live for yourself..

Being characteristic would mean I put myself above others. It would mean I actually find it important to showcase this unique side to people, and that I am simply put selfish. Yes Im sorry I cannot do that. My equation is beingcharacteristicandprovingit = iputmyselfinamoreimportantstandthanothers = icantdoit.

I dont have a need to show people whether Im an angsty person, a quiet soul, an impatient fellow or anything else. All these can well be shared with my mates, my closer mates. Maybe Ima crazy fellow, but I dont have to let everyone know about it. I believe, crudely put, with the desperate need to be characteristic, would be a attention seeker in desperado.

I react to everyone differently because everyone is different. I may not purposely show what type of person I am or how I want to be treated by anyone, but that's me. You are one unique character, but I dont have to be one. Remember, it's because there are people like me, who do things to accomodate you unique creations better and with consideration of you in mind, that makes you who you are. If I want to be another different person and different mindsets clash. Think of the outcome.

Yea, Im sorry I cant be anything like a unique person or characteristic person who's full of himself. But I swear, that I ve never attempted to butter up anyones' boots here. If not sincere I never post them here. Thought through this for some time, kinda sad you actually said I appeared or was fake, for that was never my intention.

Yea.

China Xi'An trip was pretty fantabulous. Trained with the Shaanxi wushu team and they were really friendly. Training ground was at least twice the wuzhong area. Met alot alot alot alot of very superb personalities really.

They were above us in every aspect, they were more hardworking, more disciplined, yet alot alot alot more humble. They were really humble; you dont see anyone putting on airs over there. Our first meeting was pretty awkward I guess, everyone was quiet and training started slowly. They were pretty awkward with us around as much as we were foreign to their environment. Did nanquan with zixiang and qiuyan, we were under Xiao Yu and Guo Tao, and randomly comes Li Yue. Li Yue walks around with two dumbells in her hands, doesnt really show off much, but we all surmise she must be one of the strongest members in the Shaanxi team; she wears her China Team jersey. So she's pretty top-notch of the top-notch in China. Zhou Bin was in the other area but his aerial movements were totally scary, at least my headlevel, all without any running support. Imagine ha. And today, we were watching a video, in which China's 1st placing members all did their routines. Zhou Bin was there(ZhenZhou traditional competition, ended two months ago); he got the highest score of 9.79, even higher than Zhao Qing Jian. Turned out that Zhou Bin's a world champion in not just taiji. And we got to meet him and train beside him! Hahah. A couple of days passed and we moved on to our own individual routines, was under Zhou Long. Really handsome dude ahah. Brillant fellow also, was pretty patient with us I guess. Sorta noticed something around their walls. One was about inspiring them to push Wushu into Olympics. And there was this "Lian Xi Shi Duo Luo Han, Sai Shi Sao Yi Han." A direct translation would be "sweat more during practice, regrets come less in competitions". Pretty loose translation but you get my point.

Got to know a few other nice girls Heh heh heh over the past few days. Xiao Qing, Ling Wen, and the rest. They were really friendly. And we all kinda regret we were so 'paisei' the first couple of days. Had we not wasted them, we could have got to know each other better now already. They were all about our age, the range being 16-20. The only first teamer there being younger that that range is JiangYang I think, she's 12. They say 18-21 is about the peak time for wushu exponents they believe, so when they reach 21 they all have to leave the team. Kinda harsh but thats how the way it is. Wushu, to them is like to us our studies. Studies to them, CCAs to us. They were all about the same age, but they were definitely much more mature than us, independent and not as childish ahah. All those butterfly spins and aerial backflips. Astonishing. Had a fantastic sendoff dinner, took the hotel and we all started singing dancing taking photographs and chatted pretty well. Also received our certificates. That piece of paper didnt bother a weeny bit near to what we felt about this friendship gained. So it was pretty special. Sunday would be our 'last' day since we would be all taking flights on monday, and Sunday is also their only rest day every week, time when they can go back to their homes and everything(they live in a hostel there). Zhen Feng, Xiao Yu, Zhang Man, Xiao Qing and Yuen Min, were all pretty nice enough to bring us around the streets at Dong Da Jie. Had loads of fun with them. Treated us to little foods and accessories. Pretty much about the time we had them around us. Really really miss them, all of you come back eh? Love you guys and girls. Heh..

The stuffs there are really really cheap, 20cents can buy alot of foodies and Singapore always looked expensive comparing to them. Visited the mauselom of Qin Shi Huang, Hua Shan and alot of nice places. Hua Shan outing day was supposed to be an enjoyable day. Dont get me wrong of course it was enjoyable! Just Hua Shan alone, was bigger than the entire of Singapore. And we climbed to 2082 metres high, the highest peak was somewhere at 2162 metres high, but we were rushing outa time already, and our thighs were collapsing pretty like dominos. Haha.

Really dont know how to put the trip into words. Cause we met absolute world class atheletes, world champions, super humble and friendly people, pretty girls and handsome fellas. Undescribable. Definitely. I really wanna go back ShaanXi, and make all use of every precious moment, to sociate with them. Miss you guys alot, get ready to receive my letters alrightey. I love all of you. =D

Somehow I cant upload pictures I ll get it done soon alright.. Miss you all...